Pastor Khadija Spittka's new book is now available for pre-order through this link.
 
"You are in the world, but not of this world. You are Mine."
 
As a three-year-old child, she is forced by her sadistic father to witness bloody rituals. It is the beginning of a life marked by a series of traumas: from a violent kidnapping to Morocco to a devastating car accident that leaves her in a wheelchair.
 
But the greatest pain occurs in places that should have been safe. Under the guise of “liberation,” she is subjected to ritual abuse by spiritual leaders, who use the Bible as a weapon to silence her. Suffocated by the weight of guilt and shame, she flees into a destructive drug addiction and ends up in prostitution. Society writes her off; psychologists label her a “houseplant” with no hope of recovery.
 
When she decided to end her life by the train tracks, the Heavenly Father intervened. This is the shocking yet deeply hopeful testimony of a woman who was literally pulled out of hell. A story about the liberating power of the Name of Jesus, which restored her sanity, healed her body, and opened doors to a brilliant career in psychiatry. 
 
A raw and honest account of a God who not only delivers from addiction but also completely heals the deepest wounds of religious abuse and exploitation.